out of control

since three days i´m out of control. let´s see today´s friday. wednesday i weighed 42,3...i did ok til the evening and then i had too many sweets, yesterday a day off and i ate ot indian (threw up tho) and again some sweets, which i didn´t puke, and today i got up and i already had a binge! it hast to stop!!! i have puked again but not all...i´m at wok , i can´t take so much time in the bathroom.... fucking hell! i gotta get control again...and weekend is near and it is so fucking difficult to do it on the weekend, i gotta prove myself that i an... but can i?



1 Kommentar 2.5.08 07:08, kommentieren

vegan month

from today on i´ll be vegan for a complete month, just as an experiment, let´s see...

5.5.08 13:02, kommentieren