feeling a bit better

yesterday i was feeling so awful that i was not anymore in the 41 area that i wanted to be dead, really, my whole day was crap, didn't want to talk to anybody (not even with my crush), thought i could start breaking things and not stop, cried, cried, cried, felt very violent, hated myself, eat , not much, but i did, smoked (more than usual)...

today everything's better, i dropped 500 gramm, i'm in the 41 area again SAFE! i have had a very nice breakfast (which means i will have a very light dinner, but that's ok), i love breakfast!...

Last week on friday i was weighing 40.9... that was great, i hope i'll get there again soon. 

29.7.08 14:21

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